Tanya. My first love. The person I would do anything for. The person who I
couldn't stand to be apart from. We tried to keep a long distance
relationship going, and it semi failed at almost three and a half years.
We split up.. but I couldn't cope. It was Fated who brought us back
together. To try to work things out, to try to build a future and learn to
be better together. To learn to talk, not to hide our feelings.
To learn to be as honest with each other.
She's the one who can make me smile no matter how I feel.

Tanya, the person I miss, the person who I care about above all.

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We speak so rarely though. It's hard to think about her anymore. I feel I don't really know much about her, and it's hard to keep feelings when you feel like that.

But I know I still love her.

I know I always will.

Just need some contact, an email.. anything sometimes.

A voice on a phone once in a while. It's been so long since we were able to do that.

I love her so much, she's one of the two most special people to me. Both so far above friendships.