Fated, how to describe him..
He makes me laugh, me can make me cry. He can make me smile, which is the hardest thing to do. Yet it's something that happens near him often. If I'm down he tries to cure it. He tries to help me see the things I miss, the things that help me to understand others.

He's had to live with my mood swings, my unpredictable emotions. My weird habits. He's put up with them with out so much as a word of complaint.

He's helping me get though. To help me be myself more then anything.

I would do anything for him. I will try to do everthing for him.

He's the reason I won't give up.

I keep getting to the point I would. But he pulls me back everytime, giving me reasons and logic that I just fail to see each time.

It's got harder the last few weeks to smile. But he keeps trying. He's wonderful, although he won't admit it.

Update to this is simple. It's getting a lot easier for me to smile. And Fated's silliness at times keeps me smiling the most.

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I wish I could do better for my fox. I know I'm not easy to cope with. And I know I'm bad at coping with others. We still keep in love though. I still have a reason to keep trying.

Things have changed between us, but it's just understandings. How we are together hasn't changed, just that we understand things clearer then we did before.

I'll always keep trying for him.

I'll always be here for him.

I wish I could help him towards happiness though. So much in life has been against him, so many times it has fourght him.

I don't know what to do.

I love him in ways I can't describe.

It doesn't matter about anything else, I'll be here for him.

He's the other person who will always be above friendship.